Monday, January 26, 2004

Phew.... finally managed to get some time to write in this blog.
It's been a hectic few days and I'm sure most people are happily counting their collections for this year.
Personally, it's been a more mundane New Year than before...
Each year that passes seems less and less fun. Maybe I'm losing some of that youthful exuberance ;P

I've just been told I need to get a silver to be considered a pass in IPPT.
Damn man, I have enough trouble getting a pass as it is and now they want me to get a silver?!?!
Got another test coming up this wednesday, better not drink beer the night before.

I miss the innocence I had during my school days when I had no worries other than exams.
I miss the friends that have moved on to other things in life.
Sometimes I wish I could get out of NS immediately and carry on with my life.

In all things, I trust in God and that His grace and mercy will see me through.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Sigh.... Another day passes by.....
Sometimes I wonder where my life is headed.
Each day passes by without meaning and direction.
Soon, the years will pass and I'll be thinking, "What the **** have I done so far."
And time chugs on and on into eternity.......

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Yeah man, got 46 out of 60 marks for my quiz = 75++%
So I can go into CNY safe in the knowledge that I wun get confined this saturday. ;)
On a more somber note, I feel myself getting weaker physically since we dun do much exercise
here. Got IPPT tmr so pray can get silver heh ;P

Several issues about my spiritual life have been cropping up in the past few weeks and I feel powerless to face them. All my weaknessess are being revealed and hidden cracks I couldn't see before now stare at me in the face. The torment my soul goes through when like Paul said, "I do not the things I want to do, but things that I do not want to do." My spirit is deeply tormented and I would like to ask that everyone would pls pray for me, for I do not know where this inner battle will lead me.

Monday, January 19, 2004

Heh, I got a feeling this ain't gonna be such a bad week after all ;P
Firstly, Man U loses to Wolves
Secondly, Southampton won Leeds
Lastly, this week got CNY so Wednesday afternoon can go back oredi. :))

Still got a quiz tmr, 30 questions and must get 75% to pass.
Just created a new blog for the weirdoes so you can read it at http://weirdoes.blogspot.com
So stop on by to see what we're doing now yah?

Sunday, January 18, 2004

sigh.... missed church again... that's the 3rd time in a row. :(
Wkends are getting more and more boring now. Spent the entire time at home watching tv,
playing the internet. Gotta get back to camp by 2300 hrs some more.
At least there's CHY this week, but I got a quiz coming up on tuesday. Pray dun fail man.
Not much time left to write today so gotta end of here. Hopefully there will be more good news tmr.
Why start blogging? Cuz everyone else is doing it? Heh, actually, this is just a way to destress and muse about issues that occur everyday. Guess this is just a place to pour my thoughts into.



" Is white a colour or merely an absense of it?"
A new beginning.............