Another week gone by. Another week of 12 hour work days and stress lie ahead.
Sometimes I feel like I've lost all my motivation to work.

Recently I've been going out quite often. Only thing is that more often than not, I'm always by myself. Met a friend at Taka with his Gf and he asked me whether I was out alone. When I said yes, he gave me that "look" and said "So sad ah?"

Sigh.............

Finally time to dust the cobwebs off this blog. ;P
Much has happened over the past few months ans now I desire to find an avenue to pour out my feelings and thoughts. Who knows, maybe in a year's time I'll read this post and laugh at the times.

I've always wondered what the future would be like. More specifically, I've always wondered whether I could ever get into a relationship with a girl. The fear of commitment and rejection haunts me constantly. Do I fool myself that I will never ever have a girlfriend? Some people may think I'm being imature thinking about this, but this is a problem that is gripping my heart.

It's painful to like someone but know that that person will never like you. To see, but never touch. I can only hope everything happens in God's good time.

Today was my birthday and I thank God for all that he has blessed me so far. The friends I've made in NS, the moments of pain and joy. If only these friendships could last forever.