Semper Fidelis

Hopeless and helpless.

I do not know what has come over me the past 2 weeks, but each day seems bleaker and bleaker.
I try to remain cheerful and happy, but the truth is that inside I only can feel more despair and depression.

My faith is in tatters and I'm close to resigning to my fate that there is no hope for me in coming back to a relationship with God. All that I can say is that it was nice while it lasted.