Semper Fidelis

This has got to be one of the worst days of my life. It's like there are dark clouds everywhere and nowhere to go. I'm just sick and tired of all this.

I dunno how to explain it all but it's so depressing that I can't even get to sleep with all the thoughts going through my head. ..................... Why can't everything just end here and now and good-bye to all the worries and pain.

God I can't take it anymore.... better hope I don't do something foolish in the days ahead.