Currently on a hiatus from blogging.
There are some things that are occupying me now and I just dun have the strength to blog.
Till next time..................

Hopeless and helpless.

I do not know what has come over me the past 2 weeks, but each day seems bleaker and bleaker.
I try to remain cheerful and happy, but the truth is that inside I only can feel more despair and depression.

My faith is in tatters and I'm close to resigning to my fate that there is no hope for me in coming back to a relationship with God. All that I can say is that it was nice while it lasted.

Dark clouds that hang in the sky,
not moving never changing,
not a ray of light to penetrate it's dark surface.

Despair and depression,
where has hope gone?
Where does life's action lead to?
Eternal life or hellish damnation.

A Love lost, a Love found, a Love lost again.
Sins too great to forgive,
not for God,
but for me to forgive myself.